Realisation

I know why I feel sad whenever she says things like that. I know why I don't want to be in a relationship. I can't commit to another person just yet, as there are so many things I want to do in life. And yet, I find myself in situations like this, where a girl pours her heart to me, and I to her. The only problem is that I can't do it for a long time. I'm constantly moving, constantly looking for change, for variety. My humanity makes me feel like shit whenever she says things like "I don't want to miss you more then I already do" because she is losing something that means so much so her, and I'm taking that away for my own selfish reasons.

Well. Now that I know, I won't be making the same mistake again. I'm getting married to single hood, for a very, very, long time.