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Fuck this. I'm actually pissed at her. Her cowardice maybe? I dunno. I'm wasting my time waiting half a fucking hour for her mouth to open.

Shut everybody else out
Its just me and you
Whatever decision that's made
It's mine to choose

But when I look at her
I can't bear to do what I want
But when I think about it
I need to do it

I'm a dick
I'm a jerk
All girls should know
I should tell them first
Before any progressions made

Now I'm walking towards her
Planning to sit next to her
I'm losing to my heart
Or it may be my pity

My heart is heavy
I can't make a decision
Part of me wants to run away
With no worries

But I can't I won't I shouldn't
Or, wait, no,
I just cant